I will wait until the end   Before I say whats on my mind tonight   Take this drink away from me   Before I fall and drown in it all night and I I feel lost hear me out   Crawling up, I'm falling down   Here is the recipe for my disaster   Killing me slowly please make it faster   How many times must my mind be fractured   Carry me away from here on after   I feel useless and afraid   Will you reach out and save me from myself   Screaming as I fail away   When all I need is someones help right now and I   I feel lost hear me out   Crawling up, I'm falling down   I've been looking for a way to find myself   Cuz what I am was never ever true   Here is the recipe for my disaster   Killing me slowly please make it faster   How many times must my mind be fractured   Carry me away from here on after