On one hand, I'm walking   The way that I do   Looking like I'm lost in thought   But I'm looking for you      It's so subconscious   The way that I feel   Too bad my subconscious life   Is the more real      And I ain't in the best shape   That I've ever been in   But I know where I'm going   It ain't where I've been   I know where I'm going   And it ain't where I've been      Some kind of anxiety   Has gotten hold of my heart   And I just wanna run home   When I feel it start      Plastic bottles of water   Sealed windows, forced air   And gazillions of cell phones   Beaming through my hair      And I ain't in the best shape   That I've ever been in   But I know where I'm going   And it ain't where I've been   I know where I'm going   And it ain't where I've been      Tossing and turning   Between sleepless dreams   And I'm poised on the edge of   What it all means      So I turn my back   And I spread my arms wide   And I let myself fall in   Way deep inside      And I ain't in the best shape   That I've ever been in   But I know where I'm going   And it ain't where I've been   I know where I'm going   And it ain't where I've been