I've stood by, and I've eried,    while my friends have died    You ever had a friend kill    themselves, shot down, or    Just when I think it's happened    knifed?       it comes knocking back again to    for the final time,    devastate my life    20 years of hell    20 years of hell    For I've been living far too long    and I wish my life was done       summer's night    I said, "Good-bye" to you, on a    with you but, oh it's too late    Now I wish that I had stayed    next thing I knew was that    you'd been in an attack    and you were laying in a cold    morgue stuffed into a body bag       I saw you last night you said I    And where'd I get the idea you    were gone?    was wrong    I woke up to sounds of my own    I woke up in a sweat it was just    screams    and on...    a dream    and that dream goes on and on    with it ever end? Well I don't... I    don't know    I don't ... know...