My wounds are widely opened now   Time has come to plunge into despair   Darkness is the only wish of this world of sorrow      There is no place for joy in my bleeding heart   I cannot reach my innner peace   That I deserve in my griefful moments      Someday I will drown myself into my neverending tears   Someday I will see myself dying of eternal sufferings      My blood is frozen into my veins   All I can feel is this loneliness   Which has been invading me for countless years   Which is leading me to these eternal sufferings      Someday I will sleep eternally in the arms of mother nature   Someday I will be decaying in my own lifeless corpse six feet under