I'm going out sleepwalking    where mute memories start talking    the boss that couldn't help but hurt you    and the pretty thing he made desert you       I'm going out now like a baby    a naïve unsatisfiable baby    grabbing onto whatever's around    for the soaring high or the crushing down    with hidden cracks that don't show    but that constantly just grow       I'm looking for the man that attacked me    while everybody was laughing at me    you beat it in me that part of you    but I'm gonna split us back in two    tired of living in a cloud    if you're gonna say shit now you'll do it out loud       it's 2:45 in the morning    and I'm putting myself on warning    for waking up in an unknown place    with a recollection you've half erased    looking for somebody's arms to    wave away past harms       I'm walking out on center circle    the both of you can just fade to black    I'm walking out on center circle    been pushed away and I'll never go back