(music w graber/s macdonald, words s macdonald)   It seems one day that you'll be spitting the next day you are sitting   Next to him holding his hand   It all adds up to aggravating it all adds up to irritating   I'm afraid I don't understand   One day you say that you hate him the next week you act like you love him   Why can't you make up your damn mind   Before my company was welcome today I am an imposition   Happens to me all of the time      Hear all the sights , see all the sounds   I'll always be frustrated again      I throw myself into the fire and I will burn for my desire   Fall to my death upon the rocks   These setbacks take their toll upon me I try too hard and I will   Finally trap myself here with my own locks   What I've seen really shouldn't matter you'd think that I had always had her   Why must I always feel so hurt   I never have to ask for heartache I stop to dream and I get heartbreak   Clouds won't keep me from hitting dirt      Hear all the sights , see all the sounds   I'll always be frustrated again      I understand it that you don't understand it and it's weighing heavy on your heart   What can I tell you that I don't have answers but I guess you knew that from the start