(music: arcwelder lyrics: s.macdonald)   Wish I weren't so sensitive - that I could blow it off    and wish you the best but that's just me and I just can't    Didn't even care at first but you reeled me in    and now I'm hanging here deboned and gutted       [chorus]    What was I doing? What was I thinking?    Where was I going? Why did I care?    What was I doing ? What was I thinking?    What was I asking? Why did I care?       Keep your distance so I can heal - don't you pick at my scabs    I can't allow myself to feel but I'm weak and I want you    It's not my fault that you don't know what you want    I will laugh at this tomorrow if I can ever fall asleep       [chorus]       Some days are better than others - this must be one of those others    So I hide behind the fans - they make me feel OK    I will pull myself out of this - there is light at the end of the tunnel    As long as you don't blow it out with your sweet and sour breath      [chorus]