All that I ever wanted   - to understand my nightmares   Possessed by my fears   Betrayed by my Pride   Alone I wandered in the deepest Dark   Seeking comfort from the vanity   Each time I escape the Real   My soul died, died a bit more   Confronting the evil within   Praying for my angel to appear   Agonized whisper into the emptiness   Begging for salvation - salvation for this cursed mind   Words without meaning   Touch without feeling   - I did not recognize my own face...   Eyes that were once shining   - now extinguished   Left only a silent cold   Sound of a tear falling down   In the desperate hour of loneliness   This shattered heart reaching   For it's relief - the relief it can not find   Glance without affection   Kiss without sensitivity   Promise without comprehension   Love without hope   -I do not remember my own tale...   Betrayed by my Anger   Betrayed by my Beliefs   Betrayed by my Delusions   Betrayed by my Lust   (I wish)   Strength - to be released from my demons   (I desire)   Wisdom - to forgive the past   - to forgive Me