Its been a long cold winter without you    i've been crying on the inside over you    just slipped through my fingers as life turned away    its been a long cold winter since that day       its hard to find    hard to find    hard to find the strength now but i try    and I don't want to    don't want to    don't want to speak now    of what's gone by    Cos no matter what i say    no matter what i do    i cant change what happened    No matter what i say    no matter what i do    i cant change what happened       You just slipped through my fingers    and i feel so ashamed    You just slipped through my fingers    and i have paid       Cos no matter what i say    no matter what i do    i cant change what happened    No matter what i say    no matter what i do    i cant change what happened    no no I can't change       just slipped through my fingers    and i feel so ashamed    You just slipped through my fingers    and i have paid