And I've crossed my heart   And I've bit my tongue long enough to know this person I've become   I've kept my place and I've tried to save   Any part of me   Whatever it might be      When you're leaving its just to say,   "Now let me hold you and don't leave me."   I'll break this down for you   In black and white   To see   Never forget, but this is time to let you go.      I swear its not what you think   This place confuses me   I swear its not what you see   I swear its not what's meant to be   This place confuses me      You're far to go   Your every word, like the sounds of our memory come down   Well, listen, I'm on your side   I'll let my words go, they can't be heard      I'll grow to something more.   Cross my heart   I'll grow to something, something more.      Just close your eyes   Just close your eyes and count to three   Keep your eyes on me      Whatever brought you to me?   You're just so beautiful tonight   You're living in me, and I'll never ever be the same   Will you forgive me?, Just one more time, pull this down   You're so good   I just can't shutdown control.