Only paid attention in your lessons   I Sat close at the front so I could see   Your enthusiastic demonstrations   Teaching to a class of only me   And I couldn’t speak directly to you   Without stuttering or turning red   So looking back I don’t know how I handled it, yeah   Futile frustration in my head      Chorus 1x:   I can’t help but analyze your actions,   Neglecting mine   Before I know I’ve fallen hard   And now I tread water in time      Hated it when I saw them together   I sat around waiting for shit to end   Unconsciously I tried to sabotage it   To get revenge on my best friend   Because I was in love with him before her   I had just cause to grieve   So not long after she broke up with him   I got my closure on new years eve      Chorus 2x      I love all the bickering and insults   And when I shout at you and you smile   Making coffee while my mind spills over   How I catch your art once in a while   Shouldn’t I have grown a little wiser?   Why haven’t I learned my lesson yet?   And although I have made my love progresses   I tend to learn as much as I forget      Chorus 3x