I am done pretending   You have failed to find what's left   I will suck you dry again   Some are not worth saving   You are such a pretty mess   I will choke the life within      Now you want to take me down   As if I even care   I am the monster in your head   And I thought you'd learn by now   It seems you haven't yet   I am the venom in your skin      And now your life is broken      After the lights go out on you   After your worthless life is through   I will remember how you scream   I can't afford to care, I can't afford to care      I am suffocating, you have failed to pull me in   I will drag you down again   Life is unrelenting, feeding lies into my head   I will feed the lies you live      Now you want to take me down   As if I even care   I am the monster in your head   And I thought you'd learn by now   It seems you haven't yet   I am the venom in your skin      And now your life is broken      After the lights go out on you   After your worthless life is through   I will remember how you scream   I can't afford to care, I can't afford to care      After the lights go out on you   After your worthless life is through   I will remember how you scream   I can't afford to care, I can't afford to care   I can't afford to care, I can't afford to care