as the white in my eyes turns black today,   whatever it makes me blind   what took me so far away,   there's no one by my side   help me, i'm searching for some qlistering worlds   as darkness rears my head   you think i'm a drifter but i'm chasing my dreams   as satin covers the head      i'm touched by the magic... as she's moving fast   can't miss her laughter behind satin mask      where gold made you learn to treat me like that   my heartbeat feels like a knife in the back   your fingernails are painted red   scratched by a demon from toe to head   now and forever...      as you seemed to care, you stab me in the back,   all i hope is to survive   so how do i feel as i make the worst mistake of my life   i'm touched by your lips, while you hold me down   as we're here for hours   inside the steam, it's not what it seems,   as i lay in between campaka flowers      how can i ever .. get up off the ground   feels like everything comes crashing down