Back in school, they never taught us what we needed to know   Like how to deal with despair or someone breakin' your heart   For twelve years, I've held it all together   But a night like this is beggin' to pull me apart      I played it quiet left you deep in conversation   I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen   I remember, I kept thinking that I know you never would   And now I know, I want to kill you like only a best friend could      Everyone's caught on to everything you do   Everyone's caught on to      As if it happening wasn't enough   I got to go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked   Ignore the sun, covers over my head   Wrote a message on my pillow that says 'Jesse, stay asleep in bed'      Don't apologize   (I hope you choke and die)   Search your cell for something which you hang yourself   They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven   But they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to Hell      Everyone's caught on to everything you do   Everyone's caught on to      And everyone's caught on to everything you do   (And I can't let you let me down again)   Everyone's caught on to   (And I can't let you let me down again)      So is that what you call a getaway?   Tell me what you got away with   'Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish   I've seen more guts in eleven year old kids      Have another drink and drive yourself home   I hope there's ice on all the roads   And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt   And again when your head goes through the windshield      Is that what you call tact?   You're as subtle as a brick   In the small of my back   So let's end this call and end this conversation      And is that what you call a getaway?   Tell me what you got away with   'Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed   When you say best friends, means friends forever      Is that what you call a getaway?   Well, tell me what you got away with   'Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish   I've seen more guts in eleven year old kids      Have another drink and drive yourself home   I hope there's ice on all the roads   And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt   Then when your head goes through the windshield      Everyone's caught on to everything you do   (I can't let you let me down again)   Everyone's caught on to   (And I can't let you let me down again)      Everyone's caught on to everything you do   (I can't let you let me down again)   Everyone's caught on to   (And I can't let you let me down again)