im not addicted to drugs   im addicted to being hurt   it may seem berserk   but none of these stress relievers work      popin pill after pill   trying to get my head straight   trying to over power the pain    until the next day      but it aint happening    im an addict thats half asleep   while the other half of me is   trapped in a series of bad dreams      my current position was trippin on trees of acid casts   until my eyes collapsed in suicide was an after math      falling down    erasing memories you gave to me   im still alive and nothing you say    can make me breath   so please take away the pain that hurts me   i don't want to be alone and thirsty   so many drugs to push the pain   i have in trapped in me   cause i don't wanna live my life   inside this fantasy   so please take away the pain that fills me   i don't wont to be the one that kills me   i cant take this pain   cause im DIEING   i cant close my eyes   cause im CRYING   cause the skills    taken over my brain   side effects causes pain    i think im going insane   (INSANE)   i cant take this pain   cause im DIEING   i cant close my eyes   cause im CRYING   cause the skills    taken over my brain   side effects causes pain    i think im going insane   (INSANE)      i guess im insane indeed   cause no matter what the fuck i do   you never seem happy   adapting to stronger drugs   larger quantities      killing myself constantly   my eyes start to bleed   the feeling of being alive    just isn't enough      serenches i stuff with heroine   im feeling the rush    inside of my veins   and my brains fried from filling to much    with drugsim willing to crush    my chances of being in love      falling down    erasing memories you gave to me   im still alive and nothing you say    can make me breath   so please take away the pain that hurts me   i don't want to be alone and thirsty   so many drugs to push the pain   i have in trapped in me   cause i don't wanna live my life   inside this fantasy   so please take away the pain that fills me   i don't wont to be the one that kills me   i cant take this pain   cause im DIEING   i cant close my eyes   cause im CRYING   cause the skills    taken over my brain   side effects causes pain    i think im going insane   (INSANE)   i cant take this pain   cause im DIEING   i cant close my eyes   cause im CRYING   cause the skills    taken over my brain   side effects causes pain    i think im going insane   (INSANE)      maybe because you made my that way   turn me into a monster    i would of never become    creating thought of dieing      eventually severed my brain   irritated my vain   intoxicated my system   it went on for days   i had cravings of wisdom      i wanted your fuckin opinion   so im making you listen   listen to all the pain Ive been feeling recently   killed myself    and only now do you realize that    you miss me      falling down    erasing memories you gave to me   im still alive and nothing you say    can make me breath   so please take away the pain that hurts me   i don't want to be alone and thirsty   so many drugs to push the pain   i have in trapped in me   cause i don't wanna live my life   inside this fantasy   so please take away the pain that fills me   i don't wont to be the one that kills me   i cant take this pain   cause im DIEING   i cant close my eyes   cause im CRYING   cause the skills    taken over my brain   side effects causes pain    i think im going insane   (INSANE)   i cant take this pain   cause im DIEING   i cant close my eyes   cause im CRYING   cause the skills    taken over my brain   side effects causes pain    i think im going insane   (INSANE)