wait a minute   let the blood begin to flow once again   last stroke of pleasure then the suffering is ready to begin   i hope you dont think this is all just to waist your precious time   you might have a change of heart, once you find out what i have in mind   i never wanted to be part of your world   i never was part of the fabric of your world   now hold your breath and take it in to such a dark and secret place   then let it out and suck it up and swallow everything you taste   spread it wide and feel the rapture of a thousand angels songs   i tap the roof, might leave a scar, but never meant you any harm   i never wanted to be part of your world   and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled   i never was part of the fabric of your world   and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled   i dont have a fucking thing that anyone could take from me   except my worthlessness and rage   except to share my suffering   and i dont need a fucking thing   except someone to share this pain   what do you fucking want from me   its only heartache i bring   if it feels wrong to live   if it feels right to die   then we will say goodbye