dear diary   listen to me   how can i please without smoke rings   and striptease?   one makes fun   two social for social forum         meg: "i'd still like you if you weren't so drunk   i'd still talk to you   but when you hold that bottle close to your heart   silence wants me more than you do"   ash: "i'd still like you if you weren't so dumb   i hope the reverse is true   and do you want to be a part of apart   i hope i do i hope you do too"   you will lose         i need you   blue tests true   green stays clean   red leaves    on a lucky streak   that just last week   i don't believe that         i need you    when fists fly through   quiet are the cruel   we talked so smooth   as we sat and drew   and we looked so cool   like the kids we    hated in high school         who will lose?