Uuuuum      Thinking 'bout all the times I let you down.   Now both my feet are firmly planted on the ground.      Hurting you was never in my plan,   I was trying to be the man.      I try to reach you   But you won't answer my call   And I don't blame ya.      I never dreamed that you   you'd want nothing to do with me.      [CHORUS:]   I know it's true (shoulda been)   Instead of runnin' around,   I should've been lovin' you.   -(shoulda been)   Instead of breaking your heart   -(shoulda been lovin' you)   And baby I'm so sorry for the things I put you through   -(shoulda been lovin you)   Now I'm starring in the mirror at a fool   Who should been lovin' you!   (shoulda been)   Who shoulda been lovin' you   -(shoulda been)   Oooooooh   -(shoulda been lovin you)      I'm thinking 'bout every time I lied unto your face   You saw right through me but still you gave me my space.   Shouldn't have to tell a grown man what to do   I thought I was so damn cool.      Baby I miss you but you're moving on with your life,   And I can't stop you.      I could have never surmised that I'd be standing all alone with tears fallin' from my eyes.      [CHORUS]      Aaaaah, aaaah, aaaaah, aaaah.   Aaaaah, aaaah, aaaaah, aaaah.      There's what you want.   You walk away from me.      This is not, this is not the way it was supposed to be   Heaven knows how hard I prayed that Jesus could find a way   I would've have done, I would've have said anything to make you stay.      This is not like anything in my life that I've ever felt   What am I gonna do the first time I see you hooked up with somebody else.      I think I might lose my mind.   Inside my heart will be bleeding.      That what I get   That's what I deserve   For being out there cheating.      [CHORUS x2]      Aaaaah, aaaah, aaaaah, aaaah.   Aaaaah, aaaah, aaaaah, aaaah.   Aaaaah, aaaah, aaaaah, aaaah.   Aaaaah, aaaah, aaaaah, aaaah.