Why do we torture ourselves?   This will never work, I can already tell   We're not the same, it's over      What exactly would you like me to do?   Whitewash my words to hide the truth   Make them easier to swallow   It's not gonna happen      As entertaining as this has been   Stuck in romantic destruction   It's all a mistake and it's all I can take      Well, what was I thinking?   Maybe I wasn't at all   Where were we headed   Before we dropped the ball?      You're at the bar having a ball   I'm staring at my fucking hotel wall   Driven half insane with no diversions      How much will I take before I break?   I've taken the liberty in deciding your fate   Now the damage is done   In a time of great tribulation      I forgot my shovel at your grave   I'll need it back in case anyone else misbehaves   A higher power told me we can't be saved      What was I thinking?   Maybe I wasn't at all   Where were we headed   Before we dropped the ball?      What were you doing   Inside the bathroom stall?   What was I thinking?   Maybe I wasn't at all   Maybe I wasn't at all      Didn't I say, didn't I say   Didn't I say I'd call?   Didn't I say, didn't I say   Didn't I say I'd call?      I've been climbing up, I've been climbing up   I've been climbing the walls   I've been climbing up, I've been climbing up   I've been climbing the walls      What was I thinking?   Maybe I wasn't at all   Where were we headed   Before we dropped the ball?      What were you doing   Inside the bathroom stall?   What was I thinking?   Maybe I wasn't at all      Maybe I wasn't at all   Maybe I wasn't at all   Maybe I wasn't at all