[Lyrics: A. Beckers, R. Tyssen]      In silence I am wandering   Can't avoid the screaming words   I try to make up my mind   All this thinking makes me blind   No control in my mind.      [Chorus:]   And I open my eyes   Don't know what to do   I'm waiting for answers   But they are all untrue      There is a never ending pain   Slowly tearing me apart   Never ending insanity   Your darkness makes it hard      [Solo J.E.]      [Chorus:]   And I open my eyes   Don't know what to do   I'm waiting for answers   But they are all untrue      There is a never ending pain   Slowly tearing me apart   Never ending insanity   Your darkness makes it hard      In silence I was wandering   Couldn't avoid the screaming words   I tried to make up my mind   All this thinking made me blind      The reason for my suicide.