Everything is broken   Chaos in my mind   Booze is a bitch   And my passion for life is dangerous   I have a feeling   That I do everything the other way round   The inner demon broke silence   And you broke into tears   If I push too much   I won't make any difference   Feelings of guilt ...   It seems so absurd and futile   I don't really know what else I should do   I better move on   Why can't things be as they used to be?    Everyone is so grumpy tonight   Hey fucker, something's gonna happen tomorrow   And you may understand the meaning of your dull life   It's freezing cold outside   I'm staggering down the street   Beaten up and lonely   My will conforming to the instinct of war   And limbs want to destroy   Blackout caused by a fall   Broken face, body bruised   An emotional fit taking turns   With burst of laughter   I'd like to cry but I don't know how to   The only solution is sleep   Then I'll board up window   And be your cute little boy