I canÂ't believe   IÂ'm holding on to everything you said   When you don't say it anymore       So many people told me   But I couldnÂ't breath   Just look at me now   I canÂ't believe   I never knew that at all      ItÂ's so hard   To realize why you always do this   To me, yeah      If you don't open up your heart   You don't wanna know   How to get me back inside   You don't know    Â''cause everytime I try   You always keep me waiting    all alone - forever      I close my eyes   To drift away, leave it all behind    What I see is just the same      Maybe if I hold you   So much to say   But where do I start   I canÂ't believe   That I never knew that at all      Its so hard   To realize why you always do this   To me, yeah