Tell me whence will I find the passion once lost?   May it rise with strength to burn   away these synthetic sins of mine    away those days by gone...      For my demons never rest down here   where morbid dreams form reality   I don't know who you are nor where you come from   I only know of who I am and when my shape is shifting   For I have learned the Dark   and His neverending quest   Down here I never rest   Down here in my gloomy depths   Where morbid dreams form my reality   "they" would never let me slip away...      Spirit keep what my flesh cannot   I still bleed red   No memories, no breath   torn apart I will drift till death   All these faceless creations   they seem to grope along the way   Leper guides for us to lead astray   to be lost and how to find the Way   Days of torture & redeeming pain   lies ahead, will I stand or am I to fall?   Everything here forced to sustain   for my demons never rest down here   With nails I masturbate my deepest wounds   and ages most profound came to me...