Relapse    Prevent trigger intent    Now drown    High strung    Say X amount of words       You're solar, bipolar    Panic disorder    Seems harder and harder and harder    Still you try to control it       You mold, you mold    Yeah you shape to mold    Oh you're bold you're bold    But your shape is bold       You're a symptom superficial    To what they call knowing you    Minus the speed,    Could you imagine the phobia?       Your brain is faulty wiring    the reason for tiring    Keep treating the curse,    Imagine the worst    Systematic, sympathetic    Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic    Your heart is prosthetic       A plate of quite peculiar    On a dish of my own    A tablespoon of feather    tickle me to the bone    Give me recipes for happy    with the chemicals gone    Drinking freedom from a bottle    to the tune of belong       I'm sick of shaking    never waking    from the hell I achieve    I never knew you till you left me    with the crying disease       Another curing, reassuring    way to buckle the knees    So mistreated, I repeated    Never blessing your sneeze       Now deleted and defeated    I will stand on my own    Yeah your memory that punches me    has broken the bone       Give me recipes for sorry    I'm admitting I'm wrong    Still your memory that punches me    has broken the bone