An obvious display   Of feelings that have dissipated   And I don't have a clue where to start      You wouldn't let me near you   So I settled for the fear that you'd be   Happy with me six feet in the ground      I will crash when your mood defeats me   Circle of trash swirls around beneath me   I feel paralyzed most every time   You come around to meet me      Stuck in a place that I don't remember   Was it Sunday or last November?   I feel paralyzed most every time   You come around to meet me      Emotions vaporize   They disappear before my eyes   I wish for things that sadly have come true      So if I tried to make it right   And if I found my appetite   I'd eat away at all the pain I seem to bring to you      I will crash when your mood defeats me   Circle of trash swirls around beneath me   I feel paralyzed most every time   You come around to meet me      Stuck in a place that I don't remember   Was it Sunday or last November?   I feel paralyzed most every time   You come around to meet me      I will crash when your mood defeats me   Circle of trash swirls around beneath me   I feel paralyzed most every time   You come around to meet me      Stuck in a place that I don't remember   Was it Sunday or last November?   I feel paralyzed most every time   You come around to meet me      I feel paralyzed most every time   You come around to meet me   I feel paralyzed most every time   You come around to meet me