I had been feeling sick lately   3 days maybe 4   and he was looking at me funny like he had seen me before   I threw my best right hand cross across his left hand cheek   and a tragedy is written in the bathroom sink      Give me back my gun   its intent is not pure   he's got it bad bleeding tears upon the kitchen floor   I saw a crack in your halo today   such big words for a tiny little man   he said, "In my mind I am the hero today."      I take 1 in the morning and 2 at 3   another before supper and 5 to sleep   just a chemical reaction in my head   it all turns upside down in my head   I must have blacked out   I doubled up on my meds   you see I have such a hard time making new friends