This is the first thing I remember   Now it's the last thing left on my mind   Afraid of the dark, do you hear me whisper?   An empty heart replaced with paranoia   Where do we go? Life's temporary   After we're gone like new year's resolutions   Why is this hard? Do you recognize me   I know I'm wrong but I can't help believing      I'm so lost, I'm barely here   I wish I could explain myself but words escape me   It's too late to save me   You're too late, you're too late      You're cold with disappointment while I'm drowning in the next room   The last contagious victim of this plague between us   I'm sick with apprehension, I'm crippled from exhaustion   And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me      This is the first thing I remember   Now it's the last thing left on my mind   Afraid of the dark, do you hear me whisper?   An empty heart replaced with paranoia   Where do we go? Life's temporary   After we're gone like new years resolutions   Why is this hard? Do you recognize me   I know I'm wrong but I can't help believing