In your eyes   Do I look empty?   Can you see inside my lies?   Do you talk about the way that I behave?   How I'm digging my own grave?   It's not alright   I feel demoralized      On I go   Still I feel no self control   My fuse is blown   Keeps me searching for   A way to fill this void   Now I fear you've grown annoyed   It's not alright   I feel demoralized      Today I looked inside myself   Found it harder to defend   All the choices I have made   I fell. I tripped again   This all seams stupid    When the pain comes crashing in   I know it's not fine   But I'll lie      Another day   Another complicated sleepless laden night   Think I'll find myself   A brand new hole to hide   Somewhere I won't loose my mind   I feel demoralized      Today I looked inside myself   Found it harder to defend   All the choices I have made   I fell. I tripped again   This all seams stupid    When the pain comes crashing in   I know it's not fine   But we'll lie      Tell me you know me   You'll never loath me   Or lie to me   Owe that to me      Today I looked inside myself   Found it harder to defend   All the choices I have made   I fell. I tripped again   This all seams stupid    When the pain comes crashing in   I know it's not fine   But we'll lie