"this is my heaven and this is my hell"      where are the depths that make me fall into   where is the walk that made me fall with you   where are the depths, at them I stare   where is the walk that made me dare   where are those impressions that I knew   now all I have are memories of you   where are those eyes, so near   where is sometime ago      I crucify my sadness   but just like Jesus it remains   I bury my tears   but I know the seeds are fertile   passion isn't everlasting   thoughts rise anyway   I set my memories on fire   will-o'-the-wisps never guide a way      55 years ago a god departed   today for me another life has started   I drown in my own sorrow, revel in my mind   I let my tears rain down on me and say it's beautiful      and I will travel down and I won't care   some kind of angel looked into my eyes   I drown in my own sorrow, revel in my mind   I let my tears rain down on me and say it's beautiful      the eyes, here and now and I die   filled with tears born in your eyes, I don't cry   delirium, on your side, pass away   oh please don't take it all away