I'm so glad to be here I could slit my fucking wrist   This chaos is just what I need to keep me nice and pissed   My chest fills up with acid till the veins pop in my head   I wake up every morning wishing God would strike me dead   But...      When the whole world looks at me they see some other guy   Doesn't matter what I say, they all made up their minds   I didn't like it then, and I still don't like it now   But I find the strength to smile somehow   And say...      I'm so glad to be here I could jump off every bridge   But everybody's got a rope around one of my limbs   Tryin' to get their piece they keep on tearing me apart   They wanna get inside me so they can kick around my heart   'Coz...      When the whole world looks at me they see some other guy   Doesn't matter what I say, they all made up their minds   I didn't like it then, and I still don't like it now   But I find the strength to smile somehow   And say...      I'm so glad to be here   I'm really glad to be here   I'm so glad to be here   I'm really glad to be here      I'm so glad I could just hang myself from the highest tree   I'm longing for the crush of rushing trains over me   I haven't had a good night sleep since 1995   I'm too tired to ask why I keep myself alive   But...      When the whole world looks at me they see some other guy   Doesn't matter what I say, they all made up their minds   I didn't like it then, and I still don't like it now   But I find the strength to smile somehow   And say...      I'm so glad to be here   I'm really glad to be here   I'm so glad to be here   I'm really glad to be here