I wish I couldn't remember   Half as well as I do   The things that you promised   Things that never came true   I wish I knew how to shut down   Get away from myself   I wish that I could erase this   Become something else   But I'll never forget this   And it's pullin' me down   I wonder if they'll notice   When I'm not around   I'm through with the winter   I'm done with the spring   I'm sick of confidence   I'm sick of everything      I wanna give you a gift   In a box with a bow   A tag that say not to open   'Til you know what I know   And wait 'til I'm buried    To tear it to bits   Take a look in the mirror   To see if it fits   I wanna give you a present   In a box with a bow   And if it looks to be empty   Well that's all that I know