what am i doing here now   and why do i keep on letting you down   the love that you give is so real   but i continue to fail you still      how could you love me, why do you care   if all im gonna do is let you down   and pretend that you're not there   how can i call myself one of your own   how could you love me   oh how could you love me      i want to change my heart   its something i should have done from the start   will you please come back to me   and open my eyes so that i can see      sometimes i feel so alone   could my heart be made of stone   but i know you are still there   and i know that you care