I spend days   I spend weeks   I spend months   Sitting here   Creating this new fear of you in my mind   Though I never thought that through   Catch me   In the place I felt so safe      We made friends   We made enemies   Of one another   Shooting places these back and forth   Across the room      I'm targeting you and your eager eyes   The way you look   The way you move tonight   And in know that I’ll be fine   Avoiding you tonight      With everyone in this crowded room   Somehow I'm next to you   Somehow so close to you         And this crowded room   Is changing everything we’ve been      We’ve been gone   We’ve let other people into our lives   Set aside, for just tonight      As we do our deed   The only deed that no one has to see   And I know that I’ll be fine   If I have you just tonight      With everyone in this crowded room   Somehow I'm next to you   Somehow so close to you         And I think about this all the time   If I could have you just tonight   Maybe then I’d set aside   Hopeless dreams and live my life   Breaking free from all these lies   Baby, I'm alive tonight      With everyone in this crowded room   Somehow I'm next to you   Somehow so close to you