Knockin' my door, beggin' my weakness   I'm holdin' my breath   Down on the floor, beggin' for reasons   and tellin' myself      Tell myself she won't mind   Tell myself just this time   Tell myself cruel is kind   Tell myself one more time      Knockin' her door, beggin' forgiveness   I'm holdin' my breath   She lets me in, makin' me breakfast   Still I do it again   I do it again      Tell myself she won't mind   Tell myself just this time   Tell myself cruel is kind   Tell myself one more time