lost myself in eating   when usually it's drinking   perhaps I should be thinking   of some way to get back   as always I made mistakes   I had more than I could take   and nobody's satisfied   everyone prefers it fried      had myself a hot meal   slipped into my high heels   got out, got made   not respected, well paid      late at night and I'm drunk   there's a spot here where I sunk   here's another where I tried   there's another I denied      had myself a hot meal   slipped into my high heels   got out, got made   not respected, well paid