a kind scene   I always wanted to show you   but it's too late   now lost in a state of being   and a way of seeing   that makes it hard to relax   as we both pretend you're not really   pushing yourself away   all words collapse,   untrue but meaning well   I'd say goodbye becomes you      nowhere's clearer,   I doubt nowhere's clearer tonight   I'm out of sight   and I'll turn deeply, deeply unkind   just to spare what's still alive   in my heart      I could hear you sob and moan   for someone you actually   loved to come home   or to reappear in a good dream   stayed away until morning came   saw all them stars and satellites   slowly fade into pale blue   as if ashamed   of what everyday does to you      nowhere's clearer,   I doubt nowhere's clearer tonight   I'm sorry, alright   it's me again,   me against the world against you   I will lose too      trust and betrayals   tools to delay us   getting away with all our great things   all the little evil doings   we're falling off   maps and mountains