A hard life has twisted   a fascination in my mind   it's hard to understand   but the only one I could find   to release me of stress   of yverybody life   to rip at my flesh   with razor sharp knives   to penetrate my skin   with razors and hooks   the freedom I feel is often mistook   for self mutilations, is all that they see   but they no have an idea what's inside of me      I do not feel   as though I belong in this world   I belong in the world of dreams   and of death      Leave the flesh   rip it away from your bones, skinned alive   leave the flesh   self mutilations is so divine