This happens all too much.   The truth is not shown   and the decisions are not clear   and it keeps me awake at night staring at the clock watching hours pass   and I'm still awake      Will I sleep at all tonight?   Just to wake up to lies?      And it will be the ones closest to you that will take away your love   and make you want to go to war.   all is not fair in love and war      Watch my heart just stop.   watch my heart just stop pushing the blood in myself.   and I question what you are.   I question what we had   and I question everything.   now i say go on and leave my life   wipe those tears from your eyes.   I know all those tears are fake jsut like the memories   and the so-called dreams   and everything you said to me.