i hear your laugh   (it kills me)   i hear it floating   down the stairs, into my ears   i never though it would      you were so far   (i followed)   you never knew   how much i used to look up to you   i thought you were so good      leave me here   i never liked you enough   to let you hurt me this much      look, can't you see   (my silence)   look, can't you see   how much i hate you   how i blame you   i don't care what you say      now that i know   (the reason)   i only know   it doesn't save you from my anger   you took what i need away