cut your legs off    just below the knees   i cut mine off    right at the throat   if for a moment    you weren't begging me   to drop that knife   and just let go      i keep my scissors    in the junk drawer   and a pair of yours   stuck in my neck   between the blades   you'll find the jugular   cut in line   or stay in check      i can't live without you   i can't breathe another breath   this air is much too thick   without your carbon dioxide      i can't grieve without you   can't let it lie   can't let it rest   i'd rather suffocate us both   in our carbon dioxide      seal the windows    in my bedroom   when i'm done   i'll seal the door   i bought the duct tape,   chalk and bisquee   a scribbled letter   explains what for      i ate half the stricknine   and sleeping pills   prisim colors    and a stomache ache   i left the other half   in the kicthen   for you on a   chinese dinner plate      with a note that reads   if you ever loved me   and continute now   don't wait   follow my example   don't hesitate      i can't fuck without you   i still smell of dirty sex   make me lying dead   beneath our carbon dioxide   i can't forget about you   all i can feel is this regret   i've got my grave decisions   and my carbon dioxide