Verse 1.    In my hands I hold the key to who I wanna be    Solutions to my problems are just sitting right in front of me    I crush them up with a little bit of gun powder    I should be where i want to be in a half an hour    My mind trips i loose grip and sinkin' in    My eyes roll and takes control and it begins    Look in the mirror my relection slowing fades away    A monster staring back hard black and his soul decays    Theres nothing left but a shell and an urge to kill    No voices in my head just the will of a couple pills    A contact a metal mixed with XTC    A knife in my hand and I know what i expect of me    The bloodlust in the fear is what im lookin for    Rush in my veins as i rush and slowly bleed this whore    Its pure desire and it burns at me like fire    Mercades and a murder spree is what it takes to get me higher       Chorus (4x's)    Im rollin' hard im steady rollin (non stop)    When i fall nobody catch me (no) let me drop       Verse 2:    Under a strobe im so hypnotised my pulse races    Look atround the room and all i see is un-familiar faces    Girls dancing with glow-sticks and body glitter    Searching for the one as the face hits and lights flicker    And just as quick as the sensation hit my brain    I saw her in the corner glowin bright like an open flame    I passed her with pink hair and ponytails    Pale white skin with red lips just hot as hell    Our eyes met just like she saw right through me    Like she knew all my intentions but she walked up to me    And I aint sweatin it cause i had to make her mine    She came up turned around so i crept up from behind    Put my arms around her and she reached around my neck    And right in the begin she knew what was next    She was a pro and it made me want her even more    Took me in the room and closed the fuckin' door       Chorus (4x's)       Verse 3:    Slammed her against the wall I fucked this bitch in a rage    And with dialated pupils in my mind in a haze    I looked her in the eyes and i saw no fear    But saw the scars on her wrist and i knew why she was here    So i threw her on the bed and i ripped off her shirt    And the blood stain sheets from up under her skirt    I felt razor sharp pains when she dug in my skin    Thats when i started to see the room started to spin    And without even thinking I put my hands on her throat    And she didn even blink when she started to choke    She just stuck her nails in so deep that I bled    I wanted her to die and she wanted to be dead    With a single breath right when i let her go    Her eyes fell open when her body turned cold    She got what she needed and i got what i came for    So i left her on her back like a fuckin' filthy whore       Chorus till end