Tonight my eyes were hurting much   As I had strained them all day long   I don't remember waking up   My memory is not that strong   The day was spent walking about   And asking questions blindly   And silently and not without   A sense of lapsing dignity      Today I was an evil one   Who suffered dumbly having fun   Tomorrow god will make me good   If I allow her to, she would      I was found again in need   And mostly unprotected   As I had spent good time with greed   And giving was rejected      Today I was an evil one   Who suffered dumbly having fun   Tomorrow god will make me good   If I allow her to, she would      The skin of all my fingers split   Painfully receding   My hands were dry and itched and hurt   And also they were bleeding   I can fix it by withdrawing   Claim from false completeness   And by humboly allowing   God to grant me sweetness