The only thing I want in this world I can't have.   So, where do I go from here?      Do I continue on in life   Looking for something close to what I want?   Or should I just settle with what I can get?      Should I lock all my feelings inside   So nobody can get to them   And bum around this place a lonely fool?      Or should I leave   And try to start life over in some other place?   Yeah, I should just leave this place.   There's nothing left for me here any way.      Shit, who am I kidding?   I should give up and end it tonight