When I hold you I am just trying to feel   That thing inside of you that I once thought was real   See that light I thought I saw but it was never there at all      I put these things of you I wanted to believe   But they're unreal; it seems I made them in my dreams   I see illusions of the things that I just wanted you to be      And I see faces in the darkness   I hear voices in the air   I see shadows all around me   But no one's there   No one's there      I see faces   I see faces      You're speaking but your lips don't match the words   It's just voices in my head   I want someone to love so badly, I don't know what's real anymore      And I see faces in the darkness   I hear voices in the air   I see shadows all around me   But no one's there   No one's there      I see faces   I see faces