someone call an ambulance cause something's not right   it's all going wrong tonight   in between the bottom of this bottle and you   i think i'm running into rock bottom      this time i'm in over my head   from counting times, times that i've said   "this time i'm in over my head    from counting times, times that i've said ... "      it took time to fashion this noose from fine threads of self abuse   but it fits your neck perfectly   securely   your heels hit heavy on the hardwood   not that it did any good   my love, you've been a constant headache for me   if it came down to this act or one more near heart attack   you wouldn't have a hope in hell, my darling   it all comes down to this act   don't stop the heartbeat counting   i know that i'm responsible for this   and i'll miss you   maybe, in time, i'll find out what it is that i'm supposed to do   i know that i'm responsible for this   and i'll miss you   don't stop the heartbeat counting      i've made a million messes and i'll make a millon more   trust me, baby ... maybe i'm not the man you're searching for   someone call an ambulance