Hey, lights are in my eyes and I got mixed emotions   Yeah, another sleepless night and I can't get no respite   'Cause I'm lost upon the ocean      And I try and try   To lose myself inside   But the side effects keep bringing me down   Yeah the side effects keep bringing me down   And I know one day you won't bring me back around      Blue, the color of my mind the name of my explosion   The shape of all the wasted time spent chasing down the line   For that unattainable moment      And I try and try   To lose myself inside   But the side effects keep bringing me down   Yeah the side effects keep bringing me down   And I know one day you won't bring me back around   Ain't it the truth now baby   Ain't it the truth now mama I would not lie