happiness degererates into paranoia   a dogging past gives hope to paranoia   be patient for me while paranoia conquers   then I'll trust you   help me through this test   hold me tightly   help me through the past   grasp me darling   your willing leads to perfection   a hopeful future   stops time breifly   while I dream of paradise and restoration   help me through this test   hold me tightly   help me through the past   grasp me darling   this winter inside me   helps me avoid obstanate pain   help throw out the past   show me I'm wrong   a leaf is torn   from the history books   now I'm blank   so I'll pray   come and pray   burn and pillage   I'll forfit this settlement   for a taste of trust   this winter inside me   thaw out the pain   help me through this test   hold me tightly   help me through the past   grasp me darling