once there was a time    i think it was november   i knew what i believed in    but now i don't remember   i'm becoming everyone    i didn't want to be   and i can't tell what's them    from what i think is me   but i'm gonna be alright    i just wanna be alone    i don't wanna get bitter    i don't wanna be cold   i just want things back    the way they were before   if i've got all i need    then why do i still want more?      when the autumn leaves   and the winter comes   the way the sunlight fades    it leaves me feeling numb   when everthing around you   starts to look alike   it's hard to tell the difference   between day and night   and i'm not what you want   not what you had in mind   i could try to please you    but i'd just waste my time   the reason i have changed   the reason i can't stay   is sometimes it's a dream   that can make you a slave      i can see it in my dreams   i can feel it in my bones   i've been down so long   but i'll rise from below   it's something i can't change   something i can't forget   'cause nothing brings you down    like regret