I've tried so hard for you   Prayed at some loss to me   Why should I beleive in you   When you'd never listen to me   Lets cut ourselves with love   Our smiles were our swords   Is there ever anything good   I dont want this anymore      You weren't there for me   When I was falling   Lost in the abandoning   I'm nothing to you   I'm nothing for you   I'm just what you want me to be      This life is too much to take   I'd rather just fall apart   Start tearing at the seems   Dont stop till you hit the heart   You can cry yourself an ocean   Only to pretend you cared   When all this is over   I'll be the one standing there      You weren't there for me   When I was falling   Lost in the abandoning   I'm nothing to you   I'm nothing for you   I'm just what you want me to be      I'll never trust in you   I'll never survive for you      It's just what you wanted   It's always what you got   I hope that you love this   will it ever give up   ...will it ever stop?      I hate you,   I hate you for everything   I cant stand this