I guess I just rather not fall apart   Not in a constant struggle   Mixed up situations and upside down words   I turn to rubble      I guess I just feel so far away   From where I've started    It seems I'm going nowhere fast   I just can't fight it      So let me hold my lonesome grudge   I've got nothing left to say   I've just got to figure it out now   What a priority      Join me in this world    Of confusion, hoplessness and doubt   seeing gradual breakdown   Downstroke and uptoss   I sadly sigh and realize    These words will go unheard   Water blacking out my lungs   Drowning in my words      So let me hold my lonesome grudge   I've got nothing left to say   I've just got to figure it out now   What I priority   I fall of this forsaken ship   Never to be found   Dipping into this part of this pit   Save me as I drown      Go 'head drop out,   Go 'head drop out,   Go 'head drop out,   I'm dropping out